Earphone

Assalamualaikum and greetings beloved readers

How does the world treat you today? Are you happy with yourself? Are you angry with someone? Asked these kind of questions to uncover lots of mysteries that's supposed to be unfolded.

But what will you do if you have the answers? Will your acts satisfy you? Enough with these questions. Sometimes, all you wanna do it keep silent and be yourself. Isn't it? For me, 'sometime' is not enough but 'everytime' is. Everytime in my life, I just wanna be in my own world. I want to be immersed in the world where I don't need to do anything just to get to people's expectations. All I wanted is silent and peace. One of the most effective way is putting an earphone on my ears.

When I wear earphone, all I ever think about is complete ignorance. By wearing one, even if I hear someone's calling me, my sense of ignorance tells me that all external sounds are neglected. It's not that I wanna be alone, all I ever wanted is something that could keep me in my own phase. Everytime, people are going to give you expectations and the worst part is they never know how to give expectation. All they know is to get pleasure out of the result of their expectation. Sometimes, you never know that an expectation can become a very severe burden. My logic tells me that for every minutes, people expect you to do something to impress them. Have you ever feel that way? If you're not, then you're lucky enough. In my world, I'm not myself, I have to cope with expectations and I can't even get a simple request for myself.

My last resort is to use earphone. Wear it, Hear nothing or Play a song, Be nothing.

PEACE : )

Fredd vs. The Big Bad Wolf

Assalamualaikum and greetings lads and gentlemen

[Be prepared. You'll be immersed in the adventure of Fredd, the Monster Slayer]

Fredd's sword is shiny and its thick metal cuts through the Nevile Sea Monster. Down from earthquake to the hurricane, he shall accomplish his missions with pride and justice. Agile and powerful, none can see his sword slashes and cuts through each veins of his victim in a short time. But his rampage is lost to the The Big Bad Wolf. His sword skills is supposed to be the most magnificent among all swordsmen but the wolf is far more powerful than himself.

The Big Bad Wolf, black monster from the long lost Forest of The Thousand Mines. Back of the days when this monster was once beaten up by the mighty Hunter Luxor. Both were dead but fortunately, The Big Bad Wolf  was revived by small human in red. Nobody knows the origin of the traitor but what they know, The Big Bad Wolf once again, unleashing his terror and creating havoc across the land of Nevile.

Without hesitation, Fredd took his sword with him and brought himself to the pit of hell. The fact that he was overconfident with himself, he underestimate the land of the forest where The Big Bad Wolf lives. The land was full of deadly mines. Everywhere and everywhere. Before he could lay a hand to The Big Bad Wolf, he's out of breath already. The mines did lots of damages to him. It was unbearable, the damages was severe. Growling and laughing hard, the wolf didn't make a move but all of the sudden, a small pain and open wound, caused him to fall down to the earth. But how did this happened? He take a glimpse of the wolf and next to him was a small kid in a red hood. The Red Riding Hood! The traitor that was once upon a time, against the wolf.

At his last breath, The Red Riding Hood came to him and said, "If you give me your sword in exchange of these mines, I'll free you from this pain and you'll live long to spread the mines across your nation". Why would him!? He won't betray his nation.

"The damages of the mines are one of the mystery in this land. Once, I hated this wolf and not before long, I found out that these mines are the sources of his intelligent. If you use it wisely, nothing could stop you. But if you choose to ignore it and left it laying on the ground, you'll be devoured by its wrath. Think about it. I'm not trying to end your stupid nation with these mines but I want you to tell them to use these mines and be intelligent, just like the wolf. Nowadays, people fight with intelligent, because swords are too mainstream."

So, Fredd chose to be with The Red Riding Hood and swore to himself that he would protect the mines and used it to make himself a better swordsman.

THE END..

Okay. Yang tu the end of kisah Fredd. Post ni blom end lagi. Relax, chill, sit down and read some more. Kisah tu sebenarnye kisah benar. The only thing is, aku adaptasi dalam bentuk adventure. Hahaha.

Fredd = Me
Swords = Money
Mines = Books
The Big Bad Wolf = The Massacre Book Fair event
The Red Riding Hood = 75-95% discounts

There you go. Yesterday on 15th of December, 2012, I went to The Mines Serdang, to be exact Malaysia International Exhibition & Convention Centre (MIECC). The Big Bad Wolf is an event where you can buy lots of books in affordable and cheap prices. It'll end on 23rd of December. So, if you have some free time, mind to visit and be brave young warriors cause there are lots of amazing books. Bak kata orang melayu, rambang mata.

Ni la buku-buku yang aku beli. Ade satu lagi buku journal. That one is nothing la.

Clockwise : The Beatles, Designer's Color Manual, Grimmer Tales, Simple Principles, Essential Recipes.

These books are mine except for The Beatles book. Yang tu aku beli khas untuk my beloved sister. Tapi aku dah baca dulu. Muahahaha. We all loves The Beatles!

That's all from me.

Peace : )

Short Notice

Assalamualaikum and greetings folks.

[This is a short post]

Alhamdulillah for the courage that has been given to me, I would like to announce that this is my not-so-new blog. It's newly adapt as public blog. It was once a private blog which I used as my virtual diary. You may see that there are 5 posts so far since I'd deleted some of my private posts.

InsyaaAllah sometimes the post will be written in English, kadang-kadang dalam Bahasa Melayu. Campur boleh kan?

Happy blogging and reading. Cheers :)

Happy Birthday Mom

Assalamualaikum and greetings dear readers.

Alhamdulillah, as of today, my mom is a 46 years old strong supermom. She's has been the most supportive woman throughout each events in my life. The most awesome, indeed. She's been through lots of ups and downs for his only boy child and I have nothing to give but a BIG THANK. Ahaha caps-locking won't make it big though. But again. Thanks mom. Thanks a lot! You never know this, there's so many beautiful woman that I might fall in love with but actually, my love for you as a son is indescribable by words. But words are my best weapon. So, lemme give you just a short poem.

Mom,
Delightful and cheery,
Meaningful for me,
Though soul and body apart,
But blood remains the same,
You're always here in my heart,
Even if the sky cracks away.

Love you, mom.
Thanks Ya Allah, for this awesome mom. Please, give her the best. Amin.

Tolerance 0%

Assalamulaikum and Greetings

This post is prior to a minor discussion in IIUM community.

That discussion, reminds me of how you guys don't wanna live in diversity. No tolerance, never wanna share your thoughts, blinded by your superiority and in the end, assabiyah accumulates slowly. 

Reminds me again how people 'used' to say, "Hate the sin, not the sinner". Because nowadays, people just say, "You're the sin, so get the hell out of my face and go to hell".

In the end, the one who are left outside and discriminated, will eventually, be apathetic. At this state, there's no chance for sorry and no way for integration.

I truly agree with the consequences of accepting, but accept is subjective. Accepting can be good, unless you accept it blindly, then you're a dumb. Accepting can be an open arm to brotherhood and to show your modesty.

and I will destroy myself if I'm wrong. Tell me if I'm wrong. Do tell me if no tolerance should be done. Remind me again if accepting should be their part only. Teach me the right way if modesty isn't need in this situation.

Rejuvenate

Assalamualaikum and greetings

[This is gonna be a short post]

Everyday of my life since that day I entered my new semester, my schedule is filled with activities, programs and my own homework. There's a time when I think, I'm pretty stupid, to accept all of these works that have been given to me and when the critical time comes, I want to shut down my brain for awhile and wake up when the right time comes.

So, I think again.
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I'm the one who accept it. Yes, I'm the one who give them hopes when they need me the most. Why would I back off? I won't and I'm sorry for my faults. Trust me and I will be your backbones. InsyaAllah, all of our works will get barakah from Allah, The Almighty One.

Troubleshoot?

Assalamualaikum and greetings

Living around with lots of different peoples is very challenging. There's a twisted fate in every human where they won't find a perfect place to live just by themselves. Human can't live alone, so they had to confront different types of peoples, live in diversity and blend with the community.

So, which types do you like? Loving, kind, helpful and lots more. To list it down with lots of 'flowers' and 'love heart' is too rhetoric. I wouldn't mind if you want to, but it isn't easy.

For me, instead of reminding myself to search those types of people, I prefer to avoid these types of people.

1. Stupid : They're so clever in making decision. They don't even care of other's feeling, thoughts, ideas and as much as I concern, they're selfish.
2. Badass : Taking credits of other's works. Easy life eh?
3. Killing machine : They use you when they need you. Well of course, when you're nothing, then you're no use to them. Goodbye then.
4. Monkey : They're differences between annoying among friends and annoying in the middle of wanders. Don't agree or understand? Try to see monkey among themselves and then get one monkey among human.
5. Hantu : Anything you don't like. You define it yourself. 

Why do I choose to avoid instead of searching good qualities? You may call me pessimist but please remember this idiom,

"Prevention is better than cure."

People goof around being to defenseless,  being too optimist, hoping for the one to be as good as they expected. When the 'expected' are not as good as what they expect, they'll start to throw a tantrum, mad, angry, and unsatisfied with that particular person.

What I propose, is a new way where you expect, evaluate then you accept. Instead of accepting someone blindly, be prepared for any unwanted bad qualities. You may do the same thing to me cause I can't guarantee what qualities are with me. That's why preparation is needed. Instead of blaming for choosing the wrong person, be defensive. Just for your own good. : )