Dah lepas beberapa hari program di Simunjan, Sarawak. Ingatkan nak update terus bila sampai rumah, tapi tak sangka pulak penat badan, pening pening sikit. Aku pun, goyang kaki. Anyway, here's the update.
Ini sedikit details mengenai program tersebut.
"PROGRAM BENGKEL SOLAT DAN PENYAMPAIAN SUMBANGAN SOLAT BAGI KAWASAN ULU SIMUNJAN 2014"
Yes yes... Agak lama dah aku tinggalkan blogger ni tidak berisi selama beberapa bulan. I've been through ups and downs yang expected dan parah berdarah menyakitkan aku. Oh nevermind that.
Aku sekarang cuti umum sedunia. Lebih dari 4 bulan, insyaAllah. Aku harap tak lebih dari tu. Sebab aku rindu UIA. Aku rindu fountain yang berkali-kali kena renovate, kucing dalam bilik, muka pakgad makgad hensem cantik dan garang, kedai ice-cream, sungai dan biawak, mimieow, Mahallah Bilal, kelab dan kehidupan, dan sebagainya. Okay fine dan rakan-rakan kesayangan - Izzat, Iqbal, Caeng, Kimi, QiQi, Ammar, Izzul, Ustaz, Zul, Wan, Marwan, Paan, Syamim dan lain-lain sekali la. Penat aku nak mention korang. Hahaha
Time flies and my brain get rusty. Too much air, and I can hear empty can clinking, and guess who's the one responsible for that. These past few days, including the last few months, I have made a decision that would be one of the most hardcore life-changing and future-dependent. It was drastic, some people considered it as too late, wasting of times, and more on the emotional part, and I should stop listing it down now.
I did it for the sake of who I am in the future. To please me, now and later on. I live in a society, or a bloodline that'd question me of what will I do with my graduation scroll, my degree, and of my days as a human, and in the end, I will be the one, not to please me, but to please others.
I have dreams, and these dreams changes countless times - from childhood to adulthood, and when I get old, will I ever have one dream that I will live with? I can't guarantee.
For everything, I am being me, doing something recklessly just for me. And others, if you have nothing else to say other than giving me discouragements, then please don't. I beg your mercy, give me supports. If you're holding my hands, you're one of a kind.
Please, make du'a for my fresh application as an IIUM student.